This pregnancy is finally sinking in for me! in getting very excited. It's my 1st time posting so I'll give a little…

This pregnancy is finally sinking in for me! in getting very excited. It's my 1st time posting so I'll give a little insight..i have a 3 year old daughter. .I found out I was pregnant last year but was extremely sick from the time I found out..turns out I was pregnant with twins. the pregnancy was a very difficult 1 because I was so sick and on and out the hospital for the 1st 4 months..so things started to get better around my 5th month. .I found out they were a boy and a girl. .yayyy! at my 6 months check up in went in for a routine check up and after the nurses took my vitals and blood work my Dr came in and I was told my children's growth has not progressed since my last visit and my bp was very high(I had developed pre-eclampsia ) I got sent straight down to labor and delivery to be monitored and my Dr told me I would have to stay the remainder of my pregnancy to make sure my kids grow properly. .long story short. .that was on Oct 22 2015..that Sunday October 25 2015 my kids heart rates were dropping and my bp had spiked again and I had to have an emergency c section..I was decanted because I knew their chances of survival was slim to none..nonetheless they fought hard for 2 and a half weeks before their little bodies couldn't fight anymore. I never got a chance to touch my children and my 1st time holding them they was already dead. a very hard pill to swallow! but earlier this year I found out I was pregnant again..(was happy) but wanted to be extra cautious cause u just never know..but I'm super excited and anxious now because I'm almost at that 24 week mark again and I'm just hoping and praying that everything goes well with this pregnancy!