I would have been a mommy of 4. But, my angel didn't make it. People talk so much trash because I am 20 and have had 3 pregnancies. I have my almost 2 year old daughter and am now pregnant with 2 boys (twins) before them I had you .... my angel 👼. So when people question or judge how many children I have I simply say 1.Did not know I'd get pregnant with twins. 2.Take care of them very WELL! All my babies. and most important 3. You can never understand how it feels to lose a child and I lost my baby boy 💙 at the tender age of 15... very young! I got so depressed and this depression consumed me for years and so much I believed it would only get better if I was given another chance .... If I could just be a mom the pain would go away (Later learned no matter how many I have it would never go away) needless to say I layed down as a woman and was pregnant with my daughter by 17... I dont write this for sympathy but this is my story! I am a mom because I choose to be. I could have been anybody or anything but nothing feels better than who I am today a mother of 3 with 1 in heaven and that is ME.. no acceptance needed.