They are starting to talk c section again after I've gotten to a 7. Yet again they aren't upping my pitocin and I'm…

Aw. Why do you say that? Just the exhaustion talking? Would you feel different if you had him vaginally?

I'm literally not going to wasn't anything to do with the baby after I have him if I do have to get a c section and yeah that makes me sound horrible but I don't care @carterclaytonb

I'm just over this. if they where ganna just cut me open then freaking should have dinner it when I got here.

Keep going mama! If you and your baby are healthy and you're making progress(no matter how slow) you have the right to decline a c-section if that's not what you want. Of course if it's the only way then it's the only way. Mommas are strong! You can do it!