labored from Friday to Sunday, once I got the epidural shit was LOVELY..carried into Monday until early evening, pushing was a breeze until it came time to get her while body out.... the rips were fucking PAINFUL.
The placenta didn't come out on its own so the doc had to go in and pull it out, EVEN WORSE. I felt a lot of pain when he was still doing things to me after my baby was on my chest, but i swear looking into her eyes made me push through it like no other.

recovery is going to be a bitch, just really sore in my front and back end.

oh and breastfeeding isn't as bad as I thought it would be, had a doubt at first but she got the latch and goes right for it already.
the lack of milk because the first few days of colostrum are frustrating her though, she gets bothered and wants to eat a lot. just waiting on my real milk to start coming in within this week :)

just an update ladies ☆☆☆