I hate myself so much! I made poor choices and now my child won't have a father in her life, I don't deserve too live 😢 all I ever wanted was a family, I wanted to be married before I had kids, and now IMA fuck up cuz the dad doesn't even love his own child! how dare I put my child through this, my heart hurts so bad!! I look at her and break down every time . I'm the only one taking care of her and loving her, how could he not love his own blood 😢😢 fuck man! fuck my life
@mamesey mine never came back bc he caused too much damage. But I focused only on my baby and me and eventually found someone new when I wasn't even looking. Everyone's situation is different though, just make your baby your # 1 :)
Oh sorry I read it wrong. My baby's dad came around and regrets the awful things he did. Even tried to slip me abortion pills without me knowing. It was a horrible pregnancy because of him. But he eventually came around and loves her.
Please don't blame yourself we can't help who we love. Plus God choose you for a reason to be that baby mother cause he know you would rock as a mother. A mother will bend over backwards for their child, will go hungry, will go without so their child could have and will always love them. He is missing out not only on the love of a child but every first that thankfully you will see and only experience keep your head up and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you
My daughter's biological dad wanted nothing to do with her while I was pregnant with her. It broke my heart but I pushed through it for my little girl and now he regrets it since we're doing fine without him. Just focus on your baby and love her enough for you and her absent parent. Everything will fall into place for you mama.
Yeah I realized I read that wrong, sorry! And good for you! :)