I hate myself so much! I made poor choices and now my child won't have a father in her life, I don't deserve too live 😢 all I ever wanted was a family, I wanted to be married before I had kids, and now IMA fuck up cuz the dad doesn't even love his own child! how dare I put my child through this, my heart hurts so bad!! I look at her and break down every time . I'm the only one taking care of her and loving her, how could he not love his own blood 😢😢 fuck man! fuck my life