exactly!!! everytime he goes back to the cardiologist i spoil him afterward lol...i was told i held him a lot when he got discharged from cicu. a baby can NEVER be spoiled :) they need mommy! heck baby monkeys and kangaroos stay with mommy all the time lol

Yes I do it as well I didn't want to hold her so much because I was afraid to spoil but how do you spoil a baby that was in the NICU for 3 weeks 😟 I just can't

@mimiz, thanks hun :)...its a struggle everyday...but at night cuddling next to him helps me...i swore i wouldnt bed share but its the only "medicine" that helps! hes the only reason i fight everyday :)

Wow Hun I'm so sorry you're going through this I pray you get better for your baby depression is no joke I've been there I was close after and during my pregnancy but I'm fighting hard to be strong ❤️

@supermommy31082, trust me i am absolutely doing that. i just get very emotional lol

awwwwww well just love for now I know its hard but look at the bigger picture your baby is alive so enjoy him and every moment u have now

@supermommy31082, my son was born then immediately flown to childrens hospital due to 3 heart defects...i blocked it out so much i dont remember his birth at all...then i got post partum depression and am still dealing with it...i dont remember anything up until he was almost 6 months old :( it breaks my heart...hes so big now and i just look at him wondering how tiny he really was because all i have is a few pics but no memory of it

wow really that sounds horrible what happened