So I'm sick, taking care of Lucas by myself until at least Friday and now emotional from watching a…

So I'm sick, taking care of Lucas by myself until at least Friday and now emotional from watching a tv show that just brought all of my pain and hurt from losing my angel 5 years ago.this is not the time .. I just want to crawl into bed with my SO and our son and sleep until the end of time..Friday can't come soon enough