i feel like a bad mom. im 36 weeks today and have been in prodromal labor for a week and two days now, and my OB okay'd trying methods of natural induction to get him to come out a little sooner. even though im as miserable as all get out I don't want him to have any complications so i dont know if i should risk probably having to be unnaturally induced, a c section, or other things that could cause complications by just not doing anything for 4 more weeks, or if i should just follow my ob's advice and walk a lot.

i want him to be developed and i dont want any more people telling me im so horrible for trying to induce him too early, but in reality im already IN labor, my body just isnt dilating and moving it along itself. my first was born two days before her due date and i didnt do anything to induce her. i dunno. i just feel like ill feel bad if he does have complications and it'll be all my fault but itll be my fault if we have bigger complications later /: