I really need to stop reading about SIDS... it's making me question everything I do 😥

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I did that for a while trust your instincts and don't put baby to sleep on their side or on their tummy just on their backs. Swaddle them and make sure nothing else is in their crib or bassinet. Your good 👍🏼 nothing wrong with being informed but it gets to a point where it's too much.