So with getting pregnant i reflected on my life and the one thinf i told myself is id be the mom my mother wasnt. My mother got consumed with alcohol and drugs and it put a riff between my family she tore it apart with her addiction. I didnt even get to see my dad until she passed away my brothers and sisters couldnt even see me and it broke my heart to be isolated from people i loved. She was very sick and i will always love her but ill always put my son first and be the best i can be. Because growing up with an addict for a parent was one of the hardest things for me and for awhile i followed in her footsteps until i realized this wasnt the life i wanted. And im going to show my family everyday im not that same girl anymore. Im a lot better for not only myself but my son