Rant.
Down as hell today. SO is at work so I'm sitting around the house nervous about this c-section tomorrow. He took the rest of the week off but I'll be in the hospital pretty much the whole week. Then this weekend we get one of his kids. Then he goes back to work and has to work both jobs every other day.
So basically there's no rest time for us to get settled alone then the first week home with the baby, he'll be at work. I don't want to be dependent on him but I wish he would still be there for me to lean on for the first week home. I'm terrified.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Ladies, I'm so freaking excited and happy right now that I am UGLY crying at work !! My doctor just called me because he got my blood results back, baby is good and I'm having A BOYYYY!!! I cant believe after all I've been through I finally get my boy !!! Thank you Jesus !!! I want to surprise Tim, any ideas of how I can surprise him for when he gets home from work tonight ??? Let's hear it.
#TEAMBLUE
❣️I love getting up early for work so I can b home early😍I get off at 2pm and home n 15 min... can’t beat that so I hv the rest of the day off🤷🏻♀️🤑💛
Okay, mommas I need to vent to someone please..
So my fiance goes to his Co workers house (female) at 1:30pm to leave for work, they work about 55 mins from home.. she doesn't have to be there till 3pm.. and he doesn't have to start till 4pm... they usually get off at 1:30am. Now they moved it to 2:00am.. (what he says.) He doesn't get home till 4:00am.... am I wrong for wondering why it takes so long for him to get home??? I want to mention something but I know he will get real defensive about...
Really need to vent rn... Im not the type of person that likes putting my personal business out but I really need somebody to talk to....
So here it goes 😒. Yesterday I bought my first car ever for a $1000 it needs minor work ( no biggie), but it drives amazing. And my s/o is going off on me because I bought a car wow he was at work. So he says "I'm rushing". But I'm at home with two mfn kids all day everyday and when I need something done I have to wait til his off day just to get things done...