Ladies so today has been a bad day, My fiance & I broke up, its really hurting me cuhz he did this on mothers day I'm 25 weeks pregnant this week with our first child, its hard to decide on what I should do he wants to go bk to his moms but he's starring a job here he said hes gonna do the testing they want but he's gonna leave I'm broken I've been having a feeling he's been talking to someone else this makes me feel so low he even said he doesn't want anything to do with me and he don't even wanna talk to me I have never done anything to him to make him feel this way I have a attitude at times but that's all he can say I'm feeling so low right now idk what to do anymore this hurts the past two weeks he's been fast to say its over and today he really made it official I feel lost..
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Rant
My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...
so my mom was telling me I should give my son baby cereal at night because at night is when he wants to eat the most. I haven't done it yet but who thinks its okay I was thinking doing it when he's two months!??
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