September 25 2014 was and still the worst day of my life. That was 579 days ago. I hated everyone and everything especially god and anything to do with him. I truly believed my life was over and never thought i could ever love so deeply again after my Kennedy passed. Even while being pregnant with Dylan i wondered how could i really love him as much as i loved her. The last 19 months has been a complete blurr, but on monday April 18, 2016 at 8:11pm my world changed again. My heart was open and i was able to feel that deep love again. Dylan you are my life and my light at the end of a very very dark tunnel.