First mother's day with out my mom tomorrow. Yay.. Also my mom won't be there at the hospital with…

First mother's day with out my mom tomorrow. Yay..

Also my mom won't be there at the hospital with me when I have my own child. That's the one thing that had kept me from truly being happy about this whole thing. Blahh. Yeah I have my husband and his family but that's not the same.. I won't have any of my family there because they all turned in me after my mom passed away..