I got home from work at 1:30am. I nurse the baby, climb in bed, struggle to fall asleep, my SO finally rolls over and cuddles up to me, I knock out, baby wakes up 5 minutes later, SO leaves for work at 4:30 waking me up on the process, baby is wide awake at 5:3p refusing to nurse on my left side which is engorged and hurting. now I suspect I may have a clogged duct, and I need to have both kids out the door at at the babysitters by 9am and drive 30 minutes back to work.

I can't handle today....