
(recent pic) well its been about 4years since we met. it was a very low point in my life and I was in a terrible relationship. he said "pups u need some cigs?" and handed me a pack of Newport 100s and I thought wow no ones ever done that for me. well that was the first of many.. and my GOSH so much more. for the longest time I took him for granted. and regret every bit of it cause its been hard to regain trust and love instead of worry, envy, and anger. I am so blessed to have him. every single day he works his butt off to provide for US! today, I love him more then life. he's been a friend when I needed a friend, a push when I needed a push, a voice of reason when I had none. someone who has always loved me unconditionally. I truly believe we were meant to find each other.. definitely my heaven sent #MySO <3<3
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)
Trigger. I need prayers
My cousin just got a call that my uncle has been kidnapped and they are asking for 250,000. My uncles cousin was there and saw them take him. This happened in Mexico. Authorities are useless.
So this has nothing to do with my pregnancy but it's a thought I've been having lately: when I first met my husband I told him I was bisexual but willing to date him as long as my past was never bought up in our relationship.... been married for 4 years now and lately I've been missing a female touch... I don't love him any less in fact I love him more each day but sometimes I miss that intimacy