haven't been on here in a while. I had my daughter on July 19, 2016 natural delivery and she's the best thing to ever enter my life. mommy loves u Noelle forever n ever

2 more days left with this little girl in my tummy. I'm excited, scared, anxious, worried, ELATED, and beyond BLESSED all at the same time, I can't wait to see what my girl looks like and feel what true love feels like<3 I am gonna cherish every second. such a weird feeling tho going into a situation u have no idea what it's gonna be like, I'm AFRAID but know the blessing that's gonna come out of all that I've endured through pregnancy. now to just get her out lol

I'm being induced next Thursday. the last week of this beautiful experience begins today. I am so blessed to have made it this far! I can't believe I'm really about to be a mommy y'all! I'm feeling every emotion possible I think but mainly I feel blessed. lost my mucus plug this morning, and am dilated two cm! baby Noelle is about to change my world more then she already has. this week I plan to focus on myself w no drama or fights and prepare for the biggest blessing Gods ever given me. good lu...

happy baby shower day! I'm feeling like this baby is definitely gonna come before my induction on 7/26 a week after my due date! my pelvis bone is hurting so bad.. idk if that means anything but I'm huge and uncomfortable! but, today's gonna be a good day. I'm leaving the worries in the house and having fun at my baby shower<3

36 weeks.. gosh it's going by so fast, scheduled an induction yesterday. wonder if I'll make it? im so depressed, and always try not to be but what a crappy situation!!

I feel so lost and hurt. I feel alone. just me and God... these times always make me stronger but hurt so bad in my heart ;-( and this is by far the hardest, and I've been thru the war! #jesustakethewheel

My Mother and I are on our way to spend the whole day with my sister and my three week old nephew! I'm sooooo flipping excited! I'm gonna have little junior all to myself for the entire day :-) and I'm thinking about asking my sister to be my daughters God Mother. but I'm a little worried about my other sister (who I've always been closest with) getting her feelings very hurt. idk, I'm just happy and very pregnant today. I'll save the worries for later. <3

35 weeks today. wow Noelle you are resilient :-) I LOVE MY GIRL ALREADY!! what a #blessing

and I know with a God like mine, I should never let fear win! everything IS gonna be okay. even when I feel like it's not. #thankyouJesus

&I'm happy
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