Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I am FREAKING out. I told my therapist I smoke marijuana to help with morning sickness, and she reported me to her supervisor. They referred me to their drug clinic on the 11th, and I'm so nervous because when they drug test me and if it's positive, I already have an ACS case and they will report me to my worker. My friend suggested Niacin, 500mg twice a day for two weeks, but I'm nervous if it's safe for the baby. I'm going to drink a gallon of water a day and try to ingest vinegar....ladies I'...

Has anyone else not gained much weight and they are 16 weeks? just nervous and worried this is my first baby..

So idky I thought we'd have a 16 Week scan 🤦🏽‍♀️ like I was so siked because it's spring break week next week and it would have been my daughter's first time seeing baby! Nope, not until 20 weeks 🙄 lol

So babe and I decided to go ahead and schedule a 3d/4d ultrasound on Saturday! I'm so excited. 1, because since I know it's a boy I kind of want to see a penis for confirmation 😂 and 2nd, because my daughter will actually realize that a baby is really in my tummy 😂😂 (the ultrasound will do it for her...

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.