I lost one of my twins yesterday at 24 weeks 6 days due to ttts. The other baby is doing good. I'm not sure how to cope with this. I have support from lots of friends and family. plus I'm in groups on fb with people that have been through this. I'm not sure how to put in to words the way I feel. The feelings I have I can't describe with words. When asked how I'm doing all I can say is okay. I'm clearly not okay. I want nothing to do with my kids friends or family. I just want to sit and cry. When does it get easier.