one month from my due date with baby #2! I'm so ready to have him but at the same time not. scary thinking about labor and the birthing process because my soon to be ex husband will be there but not like the first time with my daughter.likeee do I hold his hand or no? ahhh that's going to be the most difficult part 😦 he was my rock to lean on during the birth of my daughter. idk what I'm going to do this time.