can my hormones go back to normal... I'm here crying because of the long day I had. and now I can't stop thinking about what ifs, my bf is going to go with his co workers to the bar tomorrow and I'm so fearful about him cheating. he never has, but that's not stopping my head from thinking wrong. I shouldn't be thinking that way, I trust him 100% But us not being able to have sex makes me think so wrong. 😞 stupid emotions
plus you just had a baby for him! even if that were a possibility which I'm sure isnt! but thats probably last thing in his mind! he a proud new daddy girl!
@mandileah4, yes, I tend to over think a lot. self sabotage I tend to do as well. I hate it, in the beginning of our relationship I use to like push him away. and he would tell me no matter what he is not going anywhere. he is the best I ever had.
@mygiftof2016, your right, I just hate that insecurity feeling. deep inside, I know he won't but I also know how some females are 😑 and the fact that his ex's keep telling people they still have feelings for him doesn't help my confidence at this time. my emotions are so wack that I feel so blah