if you want your baby closer to you so you feel more comfortable, I don't know the name on the top of my head but there are these little beds you can place them in that go on your bed. they have mesh so you can see through them. it also protects them in case you tend to roll in bed. just a suggestion.

Look into monitors like owlet or there's another one you put under the mattress or something that keeps track of everything and if there's not enough movement it sends you an alert.

i do too just keep your head up@tiffmama