I've never felt so outta place or unwelcome before until today . I live with a friend Bc my family didn't wanna take me in before and I never wanted to ask again !

But today I feel like they're trying to saying I'm only here Bc they feel sorry for me ! I try to help them Bc they help me and today felt like its jst not enough to please them ! & not only that I loaned them a total of $400 and not once have they mentioned anything & I still gotta pay rent .
Then my sons father says he wants his family back and all this other stuff and I've been crying for a couple of hours now and tried calling him but no response ! I jst don't know what to do !
I need to figure something out Bc I'm trying to save money so when I have my son my bills will still get paid but I jst feel like it won't happen ! For every thing I gotta pay more . Rent , good , gas !

I jst wanna give up !! 😭😭 I'm on here Bc I need to vent and I'm sure some of y'all will understand with out judging