I feel like I'm failing my daughter I'm trying to give her my best but now my best isnt good enough. excess lipase is a bitch to deal with makes me want to break down and cry i had to dump everything i had pumped because she wont eat it. and now my milk supply might be going down. last night I was BF my daughter and about 5 minutes into it my breast felt soft and empty. im glad I started her on formula so she'll get fed it just upsets me not being able to give her my best.