I'm almost 4 weeks PP and I'm having a horrible time with PPD, and Anxiety plus my OB said the…

I'm almost 4 weeks PP and I'm having a horrible time with PPD, and Anxiety plus my OB said the appointed counselor said I'm borderline paranoid... I just don't know how to handle all of my emotions that come with Postpartum! I love my son to pieces... I just feel like I'm failing him because of my PPD.