I've been crying since 6 o'clock and I can't stop... I just feel so alone... My boyfriend slept…
I've been crying since 6 o'clock and I can't stop... I just feel so alone... My boyfriend slept downstairs until 10:30 and then we usually take a shower together it's usually the only time we have awake together but he didn't come get me he just took it by himself... That's okay I don't want to suffocate him but I just feel so freaking lonely. None of my family checks up on me, my friends don't talk to me, my boyfriend is always mad about something or sleeping, I don't want to feel so alone anymore.. I feel like there's something wrong with me... 😭
Jessica·
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There's nothing wrong with you. At all. My friends all just left when they found out I was pregnant. I mean, it happens. My boyfriend and I were on a rocky path for a long time... Still repairing that one. And my family .. About 2 people ask me how I am. It sucks. But you just need to know that nothing is wrong with you. There are always people on here you can talk to.
Marlaena Lowe·
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@jessicasharp, I just feel so depressed and alone I feel like I'm being clingy to Brandon because I have no one else but he doesn't let me he walks out of the room and can stay gone for hours and not even consider what might be going through my head... I just wish he understood how big of a support he is of mine and how badly I need him to not walk away...
Norvella·
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I understand how you feel @rockysmommy
Marlaena Lowe·
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@vella89, it's terrible...
Jessica·
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I'm so sorry. Have you tried talking to him about how it makes you feel? Easier said than done, I know. My boyfriend and I had to sit down and explain to each other how all of this made us feel. For example, he would go play video games for 7+ hours, ignoring me and everything else. Finally got to the point where we weren't speaking, spending time together, etc. We finally had to sit down and talk it out. It sucked. But it's helped.
Marlaena Lowe·
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@jessicasharp, we have a problem with talking things out.. We always fight if we try that..
Jessica·
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We did that too. It's hard. I wish I had better advice. But like I said, it sucks and it's difficult to go through.
Marlaena Lowe·
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@jessicasharp, but you guys made it right?
Jessica·
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Well there were a lot more things that happened. But so far, yes. I mean, it's been hell, to say the least. But we are talking. We tell each other everything. Including things that are hard to say. And we do still argue. But we just take it a day at a time.
Marlaena Lowe·
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@jessicasharp, I understand. I try to take it day by day too.
Jessica·
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It the best strategy I've found so far. Good luck. And if you need to talk, you can message me.
Marlaena Lowe·
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@jessicasharp, thank you so much
Jessica·
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Welcome. :)