I see so many women, not just on here, focusing on the negative in life. It may be the hormones but I want to express how happy life has made me by giving my another chance to be a mother. I'm so happy to see the hcg progression on the hpts and to feel the symptoms of pregnancy so strongly. Every ache, twinge, pain, and trip to the bathroom bring a smile to my face bc it means our bean is nestled safe and sound and I can't wait to see him/her in the u/s in a few weeks. Makes me emotional just typing this, but dealing with loss after loss as we have makes the possibility of this beautiful rainbow that much sweeter to imagine.