Had a very scary night last night. I thought I lost my son. Doing much better today and resting up today. So thankful for the amazing nurse last night that took good care of me and Jaxen.
I'm so happy everything worked out for you
I had a very sharp pain when I went to use the bathroom. A few moments later I was gushing blood. I was hushed to the hospital and once there I was still gushing blood bad. They wanted to do an exam but asked me to use the bathroom before. While using the bathroom a huge chunk fell out. It was just a blood clot but it was big enough to be him. I started screaming and crying. They fished it out and said it was in deed a blood clot not him and had an ultrasound right after and there he was wiggling away with a strong heart beat. Shortly after I stopped gushing so bad and it was basically spotting and now there is no blood at all.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm so happy he is still here. I don't know what I would do if I lost him.