seriously cannot wait for all this to be over and holding my baby girl in my arms. I hate being high…

seriously cannot wait for all this to be over and holding my baby girl in my arms. I hate being high risk, I don't mind having to do bed rest because I'll do anything so my baby's healthy and strong but it comes with SO MUCH WORRY. I just wanna breathe again, I wanna clean my house and take care of my family. I want this month to pass so I don't have worry in my heart anymore. its painful and I just ask for prayers. I have faith in a loving God and believe he will carry us through this stressful time but boy is it scary! I'm gonna cry with relief when I'm holding my babygirl in my arms, and I just can't wait! I feel such a strong bond and feel this is all a beautiful miracle that I'm beyond grateful for. I Love you NGP<3