@maressa, yes that's me now and yes I'm going too strong and active by walking and keeping my sprits high and trying not to stress about it but it's hArd every time I think of lil baby just in there lifeless it makes me feel some type of way like but I thank you so much for talking to me and shareing ur experience with me hopefully I get another chance to bring one more lil sweet pea here I'm trying to be happy 😳❤️❤️❤️

I was very depressed and very bitter towards other pregnancies around me. we didn't plan the first but that doesn't mean I didn't want it any less. I was very scared when I found out about this one because I have family that has never been able to carry full term. my sister had my nephew 6 years ago and has since had multiple miscarriages trying to have another. I just hoped and prayed and put myself on very light duty. they said not to lift more then 30 pounds and I limited myself to 15 pounds. I'm not as careful as I used to be now that I'm 22 weeks, but I still don't over do it. I quit working so I don't have that stress. anytime I would start to feel myself slip into a deep depression I would find someone to hang out with or find something to try and take my mind off of it. my dog was my back bone through the whole thing. anytime I would cry she would cuddle and comfort me and beg me to take her for a walk. even though I really didn't want to I would do it and feel better with a much clearer mind.

@maressa, yes I so blamed me like I've never had any problems having a child it's crazy when ur choice is actually taken away from you it the worst my Bf like what did u do I'm like we plan this baby why would I hurt it I cry every day I have associates that are pregnant and I feel bitter like why my baby didn't make it mf so many questions and it just feels like nothing is going to make it better I want to try again later but I'm scared cause I don't ever want to go thru this again it seems like I'm lil depressed now and I don't know how to make since of this 😢😢😢😢

I cried and blamed myself. the doctor had like no sympathy and just played it off as a normal things that happens. which it does but she wasn't the one who lost a child. my boyfriend didn't understand why I was so upset and couldn't just "get over" it. I wanted to try again right away but the doctor said it would most likely cause me to lose the next one and my boyfriend thought we lost the baby for a reason and we weren't ready. About a year later his brother had a baby and he saw how bad it hurt me and finally said we could stop trying to not have one. I think the only thing that really got me through it was knowing that I now have a guardian angel watching over me. lots of love and support and countless nights crying but trying to stay positive.

@maressa, thanks luv I lost mine same I was 8 weeks 4 days and it had no heart beat I'm so devastated I've never been here before how did u handle it Hun and when did u try again I'm glad to be tAlking to someone who feels my pain 💋💋💋

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel. I lost my angel baby to a miscarriage at 8 weeks in 2014. I'm now due august 26th and I'm so thankful and so in love, but there is nothing I wouldn't give to have my first baby in my arms waiting for their little brother.