I'm supposed to be healing and staying healthy to allow my body to heal after having a c-section but all I can think about is how much weight I need to and hope that I can lose... And my SO does not make it easier on me to not focus on that. 😔
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
he should tell you that you look beautiful. my husband tells me that and even when I told him I want to loose weight for a wedding dress. (I wanna renew our vows). and he sees me as not needing to worry. I just want to look good for him and feel good for me.