warning venting.

so my daughter's father decided he needed to go to the er. now he's wasn't mentally ok. I supported him going. now all morning he's been talking to my mom about me not being there for him because I didn't want to sit there and listen to him all night not making sense and making me mad. his medication is out of wack causing this. apparently I'm the insensitive one when he left me and my other daughter for his addiction to gambling. he went to treatment and is trying to get better. we were engaged and now the way he is being idk that I want that at all. I do feel bad about saying that but when he lies to me hides things from me and then calls me insensitive because I want my nice girls night which only comes around every other month. I just gahhhhhhh. I just don't know what to do with him anymore. I do love him but I can't be with someone who is disrespectful to me.