Ok thank u n I trying

I can understand. Just try and focus on one moment at a time. It absolutely will get better if you hang in there. God's got you! You can message me if you need to talk.

@queeneden, it's really not that enjoyable for me at this point

There is a lot going on during this time. Your hormones are going to be regulating for a while and your baby is adjusting to new surroundings. Give yourself permission to take it easy and try not to stress. Just enjoy this time with your little one.