Literally on the verge of packing my bags and buying a one way ticket back home. I love Steven so…

Literally on the verge of packing my bags and buying a one way ticket back home. I love Steven so much and he is a billion times better than 99% of the future father's and husbands/boyfriends I see out there..but after what happened today..I just wonder if I caught a glimpse into my future or if it was a one time spark of anger. I have no idea what to do. I told him I wouldn't be home when he got back...but now idk..never thought I would find myself in this position..please tell me I'm not alone 😳