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×× we are doing ok now. but the past is still killing me and i have zero trust×××

×× we are doing ok now. but the past is still killing me and i have zero trust×××


does anybody else have a boyfriend that has never cheated but he has done so much fucked up shit that you feel him cheating would have been easier to get over? just need somebody to talk to to explain all that has happened and get their input. i cant decide if he is literally being crappy or if he just doesnt understa d what hes doing!

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sparklymama

Autumn

something like that... I'm always up to talk if you want to mama

chevelleelizabethlittlefieldsmom

destinylong

ok thanks lol its just allot to deal with and im second quessing if i really want forever with him

liamsmommy1206

Angela

Мама сына-младенца

im here if you want to talk

chevelleelizabethlittlefieldsmom

destinylong

thank you! i will have to take u up on that. right now im just cooking myself food. ill message you later :)

liamsmommy1206

Angela

Мама сына-младенца

alrighty! no problem

2ndtimemom2be

missy

В ожидании первенца

you can talk to me too :)

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