Today I am feeling so depressed and no not like PPD, nothing towards my son Noel just kinda sad because I see the way everyone is reacting to my man changing becoming a father like its a bad thing, we are trying to get out of where we are to start a better life for the baby but people wanna visit and his friends and they wanna go out and stuff but we JUST had a baby not even 2 weeks ago and I feel like they are going to pull him away,...not me because I know where I need to be which is in bed by my sons side. I feel like I ruined his life...well that's what I think everyone else thinks of me....my hubby on the other hand is super happy....I'm over ecstatic to have my new family but it's hard when your trying to learn to be a good mommy but others talk about you.😞