I've only cried like 6 times today over close to absolutely nothing.. I'm forever thankful for my baby & so in love with…

Of course!! Haha I'm glad you feel better. Hit me up whenever you would like

Thank you so much! For sure. You'll probably get a message from me here soon I'm sure. 😊 Haha. I took a shower & that alone made me feel so much better tonight @xoxo_lynn2

Lol that's good they are helping out! things will get a lot better once you get use to everything. If you need girl time just let me know :) haha

@xoxo_lynn2,

Dang! I could imagine that you wouldn't want to go anywhere like that! My fiancé's mom is coming over a lot.. And my boss said she would come over tomorrow. My mom comes over every once in a while. Hopefully they all start coming a lot. I thought I was needy when I was pregnancy! Shit.. Not the case now lol. I just wanna shower alone without having to worry 😐

Haha get as much outside time as you can get. lol it is very hard. but with help it helps a lot. I had my aunt and mom come over and help. they would clean or just entertain the baby while I took a shower. I really didn't want to go anywhere as much either because I had a 4th degree cut down there so I was in pain and didn't want to do anything. lol do you have anybody else to help out?

I literally just went outside and stood in my driveway today because it was sunny.. And no I haven't really seen sun! My neighbors were probably like wtf is this crazy person doing since I'm not usually outside randomly lol. But yeah.. I know what you mean! I have wanted to go out but only left the house twice since having him. It's tiring leaving the house! Haha. and after tomorrow my fiancé goes back to work and it'll just be me.. Kinda nervous. But I'll her through it. Did you have someone to help in the very beginning?? @xoxo_lynn2

I understand, it took me awhile too. I'm still kind of at that point. Have you been outside at all lately. even though my son was a newborn I had to get out and about to feel better. lol are you the only one staying at home with him

That's what I'm trying to do @xoxo_lynn2 it's just hard to find time for myself right now I guess.. With the constant feedings & everything.. This is a bit more difficult than I ever expected. Certainly wouldn't take it back or change it.. Just didn't expect or know that motherhood was such a challenge which sounds so crazy.. But here we are lol

I seriously sat at my kitchen table & cried while eating the hospital take home meal the other night. For no reason! Lol. @kattastrophe

make sure you take some time for yourself as well momma. I still get it and my son is a year old.

that happened to me a lot at the beginning too lol