Even though we aren't married I feel as if we were the three years we lived together. The fact that…

Even though we aren't married I feel as if we were the three years we lived together. The fact that we don't talk unless it's for the kids bothers me a lot. He's been my best friend for just about 11 years now and I truly don't want anyone else. I have thoughts of going back but it just doesn't make sense to go back when I just started a new job and have my same dr as before with no dr bills.