i haven't left my bed all day..my doc wants me to come in tomorrow for a stress test on baby. my depression has made me sick all day. but i lost one of the only men in my family who was always there for me and never left me and never said anything bad on me i lost my best friend basically ... i just don't know what to do .. not to add that i have lost someone close with each pregnancy so it doesn't help at all.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I usually never make past 3 days late with my period. I'm on day 2. Wish me luck!!!!!!

tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it .
on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)

I got my big fat pregnancy no one knows except you all here please wish me the best since I lost my daughter at 6 months pregnant and lost my last child at only 3 months pregnant please wish me a successful and healthy full term baby
Sending you a bunch of virtual hugs! Things will get better!