I'm so sorry girls for posting so much depressing things but this is my way to vent.. I haven't been good at all and even though I should be so happy for my little one that is almost here I can't feel that happiness that I'm suppose to feel I think I'm going to start going to counseling and start taking my meds this is to much to handle for me I can't alone and with my family not being there for me it's very hard. If they only knew that I'm in such a dark spot and that don't say no way out. Lord stay with me don't let go of my hand I need you so much in my life right know only you know what I'm going through. 😢🙏🙏