Hey mommies so I am finally back

There has been so much going on these past two months

I found out that I was pregnat in February and had a miss carriage before I had the chance to hear a heart beat

My fiance and I were really disappointed and decided to get on birth control until 3 years from now

and while we were going through our miscarriage

My Tia Annie past away do to her lupus

My Tia was a fighter for 30 years and finally her body just gave up

I can't describe the hurt and lost I am feeling till this day

I cry and night because

and then I look at my daughter because she's the one that keeps me from crying my self to sleep

I miss my Tia so much she meant the world to me

And now I am finally back