if something was to happen to me at birth, who should I leave baby with, if I'm the only one secure…

if something was to happen to me at birth, who should I leave baby with, if I'm the only one secure enough to take care of my son?? it's hard to trust some in my family, like I trust my mom, but not her boyfriend/husband what she calls him! my sister and her husband always on the road traveling.. my older sister is the only one that I may trust cause she has 4 kids already, what should I do? family are very hard to trust now and days.. they won't even hear me out half the time, what if my son voice isn't heard either?? I'm just saying