So with my due date being on my birthday it's actually kind of depressing :( if she comes that day I'll be totally fine with it but if she doesn't it's like I still have to be miserable as hell on my birthday because my body is killing me, then no one is gonna take me out for my birthday or anything because she could come at any second. I just feel like she isn't gonna come and I'll be bored as hell my entire birthday because I'm already spending the whole day alone while my bf is at work :(. It's just put me in a awful mood honestly my birthday is 2 days away😕