I feel like this pregnancy was a bad experience with my partner I pay all the bills he lost his job…

I feel like this pregnancy was a bad experience with my partner I pay all the bills he lost his job due to his license being suspended and allat good stuff my insurance is $400 car note 200 phone bill like 105 two cards I put 25 on each not including food expenses and I've been distance not trying to pressure him into anything because they're my bills but you could help. Then he places his hands on me today like he lost his damn mind wouldn't leave my house I never felt so alone this is honestly the first time crying throughout this whole pregnancy and I'm hurt . 😪