🚨🚨🚨...RANT BELOW...🚨🚨🚨 I don't even want to go through with anything today.. Just want to go home…

🚨🚨🚨...RANT BELOW...🚨🚨🚨

I don't even want to go through with anything today.. Just want to go home and cry myself back to sleep and snuggle with my kitties.

We had an argument over the litter boxes of all things and while my cats are indoor cats, I still worry about toxoplasmosis. He says I should just get disposable gloves and face mask thing and to do the litter boxes myself. Even if my cats aren't at risk of carrying this parasite, I still don't want to risk it. Maybe I'm overreacting, but he made a big deal about it himself.

On top of it all he of course had to go on about attitude (which we both had) and how I just demand things. No.. I really don't. I mentioned that the boxes needed to be done, but by no means did I say "do this now".

Then he goes on to point out the crap on my bed (that I've been procrastinating on putting away) and asked when I was going to get anything done. Sure, it's true I have more time to clean up and do stuff than he does, but I don't see him making any effort to try and help. His excuse? He doesn't have time because he's too busy making money. Bull fucking shit. I know what it's like to be constantly tired working two jobs, but I still found time to do stuff around the apartment, on top of depression too. Tired of his excuses that I get these days off and he rarely gets a day off. Welcome to my previous life when I worked retail. Suck it up buttercup. I don't feel sorry for you. Hate the fact too that he makes it sound like I hardly work or do anything when I just went full time at my job..

Starting to wonder if this relationship is worth it...