who needs friends and a boyfriend anymore? why should I always be the one that has to make plans and…

who needs friends and a boyfriend anymore? why should I always be the one that has to make plans and be the happy one? why cant I be asked to go out and when I'm having a shitty day they will help me? oh wait everyone is worried bout themselves. I'm so done. I'll raise my child alone. with or without friends Or family.