Hi I'm 19 yrs old. I'm a single mom. I have depression and anxiety. I don't work anymore and I've gotten used to be alone. I'm happy to be a mom soon but hate that I'm always alone.

I still don't know how I feel after I found out I miscarried. I didn't even know I was pregnant to be honest. if I knew I was I would've gone to the Dr to get.my birth control out.

I'm on birth control the one In your arm and when I went to the bathroom and whipped this big glop of blood came out. it was pretty big to. it was kinda dark red. I had to take a pregnancy test before I got it and it came out negative. Idk what it was but it's got me scared tho. what if I was pregnant and didn't know it? Idk what to do

is it possible to to get baby blue or post partum? my baby will be 3months on the 18th and I hit the lowest I've ever gone

Depression is just hitting me hard and no one around me seems to really care. my bf has been talking to his friends and they're more important then trying to get me through my issues. so I've gotten to the point of not wanting anyone (besides my baby). I've even said I'm not doing okay and yet no one asks if I'm okay or what's wrong. if it's not for Rose pushing me to stay here and get out of bed I probably be still in my bed and not working

my 2 month old is teething so badly. ive done so much to keep her calm

so you know that kids show called goosebumps? well me and my little cousin watched that today after being at my house. well now he's flipping out so badly right now. he's watched these before and it doesn't make him scared but I guess these few epoised did.

my birth control. its really hurting right now

so I'm not pregnant again witch I'm kinda glad that I'm not. I want to wait a bit longer. but the suckie part is they don't know how much the insurance will pay for the birth control. I'm hoping they pay for all of it.

ugh waiting for the Dr to call me bout the pregnancy test.

I hate when Rose fights to go back to sleep. she goes to bed at 9 wakes up at 2am.then supposed to go back to sleep. but no. she thought tonight was play time at 2 am. I told her that she can't do this when mommy has to get up at 5 am for work. She may look like me but she has her daddy's attitude for damn sure.