Today was supposed to be my due date and I can honestly say everyday since 12/7/15 I have missed…

Today was supposed to be my due date and I can honestly say everyday since 12/7/15 I have missed you. There are times I want to scream until my voice is gone. I try to still trust that God knew what He was doing when you graduated to Heaven but there are time when my Faith seems so small. I have been knocked down alot by life but this was the hardest thing to try and get up from... and still there are days I stumbled. I try to keep the faith in knowing I will see you again and there is never a day you are not thought of. I Love you so much Jakobe Lamar and as your Dad would say "we were gonna change the world".