UPS AND DOWNS ABOUT GETTING AN EPIDURAL?? I just want to learn everything now so when the time comes I make the right decision. My mom had me with no meds so I kinda wanted to do it also.
I didn't want the epidural but I couldn't take the pain. I was still feeling everything after I had it. So the anesthesiologist would come in the room every now and then and give me some other medication that only helped for about 10 minutes. Now I have killer back pain when I'm sitting down and when it's cold outside. I wish I would've never gotten it! Every body is different though, it helped some of my friends.😊
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I love that stuff! I got pitocin because my water broke and I wasn't going in labor. I had my baby girl 6 hours later with no pain. Why not? Lol