March 5, 2016 was the best day of my life. The day my sweet baby girl Taylynn was born. So hard to believe she would be 1 month old today. I still remember seeing her for the first time and just instantly falling in love. Ive never known a love like that. Everything she did was so perfect to me. I loved when she would cry, it was the best sound I had ever heard. I didn't mind the poopy diapers, I loved changing them. I loved getting up in the middle of the night to feed her, it meant I could just snuggle with her even more. Everything I thought I wouldn't like about being a mom, I loved. She changed me so much.

March 19, 2016. The worst day of my entire life. At 11:59 pm the dr came in to listen for a heart beat as I was holding my princess for the first time in a week. I knew what she was going to say, I knew it was coming but I still couldn't believe it as she listened and then slowly backed away and said she was so sorry. My littler girl lost her fight and a piece of me died that night too. I miss my baby girl so much.